Regina Premiere
A Celebration of Becoming
The premiere of Regina was a celebration. A gift to myself for how far I have come and how much I have grown during this year.
Looking back, I see clearly how much I have expanded. How my energy has expanded. How much I have grown, energetically and internally. Because of this expansion, I was able to hold and receive such a grand event. Over 212 guests came.
This year, I let go, and I am still letting go, of many old versions of myself. The version of me who was tough and rigid, always wanting to be right. The one who said no to everything new because of fear. The one who felt sorry for herself.
The one who did not allow herself to shine, to be sexy and open. The one who suppressed emotions and lived in suppressed anger. The one who punished herself for being a bad mother, a bad wife, a bad daughter. The one who blamed her parents for not loving her enough.
When I realised that all of this was gone, I understood that the new me is an open me. A woman who is not afraid of herself. Who accepts herself in many versions. Who accepts her shadows.
Because of this inner permission, I am now given many opportunities. In my career. In business. I am given more energy, strength, beauty, and abundance.
I noticed how much my appearance has changed. Before, I believed it was not safe to be like this. That it was vulgar. That it was too much.
But when I allowed myself, I began receiving compliments. More importantly, I began to feel more beautiful, more sexy, and more confident in myself.
The purpose of everything I do now is to show other women and men that they can do the same. They can be confident. They can be open. They can shine.
You simply have to allow yourself.
Free. Open. Big. Strong. Sexy.
This premiere was a gift from my husband, given with so much love. He witnessed me struggling as a young actress, feeling unseen, rejected, and wanting to give up. Now I understand why this journey was necessary. So I could take my own agency over my craft.
God is great, and He always has great plans. I am deeply grateful.
I also want to thank my mentors this year, who opened me deeply and supported my growth:
Budi Miller Lolita Lipatova Svetlana Demkina Alena Savinova
Regina is now available to watch for free on our website.
If this story resonates with you, I invite you to watch the film and experience Regina in your own time.
